Maybe what I should really be thinking about is using my time more wisely? Gwyn Porter talks about having only so much "available energy"... I think I might be running out.
I guess what I'm really talking about is do I have the available time and energy to be doing this? I end up sitting here staring at this screen thinking 'what am I doing this for?'... I should go to bed. Why did I want to do this again?
I think my earlier posts make it sound like I have some sort of plan in mind, when really I don't... I suppose my anxiety here is quite normal? I haven't told anyone about this yet either. I think I'm waiting to actually start getting into something more properly.